Yes, I know. We’ve all heard more than enough chatter about the New York City Marathon. So feel free to skip this blog post. Just think of it as stumbling upon a diary that maybe you aren’t supposed to read. But if curiousity gets the better of you, come back later and take a peek when nobody’s looking.
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Friday night, November 2nd, 5:25 pm. I am at the expo in a uniquely long line to get my bib and goody bag. The line isn't moving, and in front of me I hear someone talking about running the Richmond marathon. Next to me a woman is on her ipad looking at routes to drive to New Hampshire to run a marathon. Minutes later I finally hear the murmurs that the marathon is canceled. My jaw drops. I don’t believe it.
|The line to get into the expo, just before I learned of the cancellation.|
Like the rest of those in line, I relied on my smartphone to view twitter to see the news. (They didn't officially announce it at the expo until 30 minutes later, but staff shook their head with a somber nod when approached).
Canceled? Canceled! After a week of deliberating and debating and then deciding to put it on, and the easy $2,000 I had put into this whole weekend, canceled now? Really? Right call, bad time. Good money after bad money. And I’m all ‘marathoned’ up? What now? What to do with this build up of running mojo?
Runners are all around me, and I was surprised by the lack of intensity in feeling. It was disappointment, slightly shocking, but it was an “Awww, Dammn it,” response, not a “F**k that darn mayor and NY Road Runners, and the Wile E. Coyote they came with" feeling. My wife remarked how any other group would riot, but not runners. Imagine canceling a rock concert. Or god forbid, a New York Giants game.
Sure, you’re bound to hear whining, but I did not hear self-centered remarks from any of the many, many, many runners I spoke with (yeah, I randomly just chat with folks.) 100% agreed it was a decision that came too late, but I didn’t hear from a single soul that it was a bad one. Of course, people write and feel things they don’t say, but the mood and tone was an understanding one.
Strangest thing I heard was one runner, who said “now we can donate the unused Gu to the hungry”, which I have to feel is the Marathoners version of “let them eat cake”.
Media had started to converge on the marathon expo, which had become an eerie place, and I grabbed my shirt and began the defeated march out of the expo. Unused merchandise, which 20 minutes ago I would have swooped up, looked kinda sad and untouched sitting there. Like a pile of misfit toys.
All week I’ve been leaning towards thinking the event should be canceled, but as it appeared the marathon was on, my question the last few days had become, should I run or not? Is it the right thing to do?
I have always felt I make fairly, yet far from perfect, socially responsible choices. I am quite socio-economically aware of things, have worked in social work for 20 years, but by running the marathon, was I being an elitist? Was I now part of the 1%, ready to have eggs thrown at me, (as was threatened) and who knows what else as I forced a run through some of the ravaged areas of New York? Was this a form of self-centeredness run riot just to get my running high-on?
As the weekend went on, I thought of what it was going to feel like on Staten Island marathon morning with all the wreckage we’ve read about, and for some reason, those two children who were found drowned after being pulled away from their family especially stuck in my mind. In mid-town Manhattan, I saw mile long gas lines, heard from hotel and retail workers who had lost power, but it was business as usual. “I survived Sandy” t-shirts were a big sidewalk vendor item.
Meb, who’s peaceful smile and feet full of skechers that could peace out any upset soul, put it great as he said: "Any inconveniences the cancellation causes for me or the thousands of runners who trained and traveled for this race pales in comparison to the challenges faced by people in NYC and its vicinity in the aftermath of Sandy,"
As I walked out of the expo, as if to further my level of runners ‘inconvenience’ compared to tragedy, I got a call from Delta airlines. They had found my lost luggage. Yep, lost luggage from Detroit to New York. Sweet, some good news, it was on its way.
“We can have your luggage to you by Monday since there is no gas for the vans.” Not so sweet.
Like the incredibly smart, well-seasoned, and Olympian-caliber elite runner I am, I had packed my essential running clothes in my carry-on. However, extra underwear, clothes, as well as most of my wife's and daughter's things were in the lost luggage. Yep, my incredibly dedicated support crew were now camping in New York.
The non-profit I was running for, The Covenant House, had their dinner that night, and I dined with 50 other Home Team fund-rasing members. It was a great experience, since it really put the lack of running in perspective. Covenant House is home for teens and young adults, and has facilities in most major cities, and some of their facilities were damaged by Sandy to the point they needed to relocate the residents. The $100,000 we raised was surely going to be needed.
|Home Team/Covenant House Marathon Shirts|
My tears, usually reserved for the end of the marathon, were now present at this meeting in a crowded NY restaurant.
If we knew of all the tragedies around us, all the time, could we ever run again? These are the tragedies we run through every day, with every marathon in every city.
Is this the beginning of a huge, conscious-shifting trend? ~ Where we all start to voice our concerns that resources are being diverted to the elite (in this case, by defacto, the marathoners) away from those who have been hit by tragedy for no fault of their own?
Let’s hope so, but catering to those who have is as much the American way as is coming together in valiant, heroic efforts to aid those in need. It’s the Yin Yang of America, and this would have been highlighted by plopping a huge, runners village in the middle of a disaster area on Staten Island.
The letter sent out by NY road runners was pretty bad. To sum it up, the event was canceled due to the ‘perception’ that the marathon would take resources away, not because it would actually take away from the recovery efforts and was in poor taste. Only those who sent the letter out really believed this. Sure there was criticism, but the criticism felt valid, (although at times misdirected and mob-like.)
Among many other things, every vehicle that had to get gassed up for the event was a problem. And this is only one small aspect. Since they hired me to rewrite this Press Release for them, here is my rough draft:
“We believe in the resilience of our city, but as it became clear that the devastation was greater than imagined and recovery efforts would take longer and have a greater toll on our city than at first believed, we have decided to cancel the 2012 marathon. We will focus our efforts and attention where it is needed. We can not apologize enough for the change in this decision and the incredible inconvenience to runners, but we encourage those who can help in the relief effort to aid those currently in crisis to do so. The spirit of New Yorkers will prevail, as will the power of the New York City Marathon. 2012 runners will be guaranteed a spot in the 2013 event.”
Okay, sentimental junk, but go read the original press release and tell me which one you’d rather recieve.
My actual running, outside of these implications, was already a bit slammed by a painful injury that stopped short the only two runs I had over the 15 days before marathon day. But I felt bad for the many first time marathoners I spoke with who were never going to feel the triumph of finishing a marathon after all their training.
There are stories of triumphs that need to be told.
Next to me at the Covenant House dinner sat a couple who had raised 5,000 dollars for covenant house, and had mentored one of their residents for years. The wife was a runner who was hit by a car a year ago, had spent 2 months in a wheelchair, was told it would be too painful to even walk and much less to run again. But she had pushed herself, started running, and trained all year. This was her sign of a comeback.
I felt bad for the runners from Alaska, from France, from South Africa, all of who had a resilient shrug when discussing the canceled event. Yes, I had traveled as well, but had it been canceled, I would have come anyways, since it was a family trip. And with the cancellation, I walked even more of the city than I would have otherwise and saw too many sites to mention. New York is so huge it makes Chicago look like a suburb, and I’m sure I walked 26.2 miles during my weekend.
Still I had to see what running would be like, so I woke up at 5:15 on marathon morning, and was out the door running towards Central Park to meet the sunrise.
I ran through the near empty streets feeling very much alive. Man did I need this run, and my pace was slow but my legs were responsive, and I was infused with the power of running to transcend anything earthly.
What was going to become of all the spiritual, emotional, and physical build-up of 40,000 runners that was unable to be released?
Well, I saw part of what would happen when I arrived at Central Park. Thousands and thousands of runners began to gather, running the last miles of the marathon course in multiple loops. Countries of Denmark, Sweden, France, South Africa, ran with their flags in the air, even some spectators cheered, and the joy of running was like a loud song in the air.
I have no marathon to remember, but I do have that incredible Central Park run with easily 10,000 other runners that I will never forget. It reminded me of the ‘Who’s at “Whoville” on Christmas morning, when the Grinch Tried to steal Christmas, but realized he couldn’t take away the spirit.
Every Who down in Who-ville, the tall and the small, Were singing! Without any medals at all!
Not much was said to each other but not much needed to be said. Miles of training from across the globe converged in a collective running unconsciousness. I ran with Sweden for a mile, yelled “Go Zetterberg” (yes, a Detroit Red Wings reference) and stopped at the marathon finish which, at this point, was gated off but runners were swapping cameras and taking pictures.
The runner who I exchanged cameras with did not speak English, but he did speak Runner, and we both took shots at the finish line with a nod and a smile and were back off to run the course.
|The Finish Line|
I put in 16 miles, had to do some walking beaks as my injury flared up, but was fully confident I would have gotten in my 26.2 had the marathon been run. I returned to my hotel which had power. Loved ones and a bagel with cream cheese were waiting. I had all that needed, maybe not all that I wanted, but the rest is just an inconvenience.
So, 42,000 runners survived, all probably feeling this anti-climatic tingle in their gut, but we will go on with our lives while New York tries to recover.
I learned that running shorts can substitute for underwear in the event your luggage is lost, that there is one exception where you can wear a racing event shirt without having run the event, and that the human collective is both an imperfectly insane yet incredibly noble thing.
See you in Staten Island in 2013. God, Nature, Bloomberg, and the New York Road Runners willing.
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